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October 2004

The Toltec Mystery School of Light

Issue #29

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GUIDE POST:   Ego's Dirty Little Trick - Stealing Abundance
GUIDE POST:   Unlock the Door to Integrity - Choice is the Key

GUIDE POST:   Closing the Door on Regret
Fourth Corner:   Always Do Your Best
Ask the Guides:Universal Laws
 

In this issue we have great articles and many questions and answers about growing on the Path!

Read the questions and answers section of the newsletter, Ask the Guides, where readers ask Kris and Kalyn questions about their path. This month, the guides explore one of the Universal Laws.

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Ego's Dirty Little Trick--
Stealing Abundance

by Kris Raphael

Abundance is our divine right. To see unlimited abundance all we need to do is to gaze at the infinate stars and solar systems in the sky. Each star has their planets. Each planet has its abundant elements. The extent of abundance in creation is beyond what our minds can imagine.

If abundance is our divine right and we can see unlimited abundance in creation, why don't we experience it? The reason why we don't experience abundance as it was meant to be experienced is due to a dirty little trick of the ego.

What is ego? Many have attempted to identify and define ego. But, it is really quite simple. Ego is the body of pretension. Pretension is defined in the dictionary as: "The act of pretending; a false appearance or action intended to deceive." This is related to the word pretend. The ego pretends it is something it is not. The biggest thing it pretends to be is self. It pretends it is who we are.

Ego is born in us at a very young age. As a child, we feel a certain way. However, our parents do not approve of how we feel, so we change (pretend) we feel a different way. In this moment ego is born. It is continually reinforced as we grow up. We naturally act in a specific way. However, our parents, teachers, or peers do not approve of how we act. So we change ourselves (pretension) and act a different way to please others, eventhough it may not be how self wants to act.

There are many characteristics of ego, and in this article I will name a few that are pertinant to how the ego steals our abundance. One characteristic of ego is that is makes us feel separate from other humans. Humanity is like our body. We as individuals are like the toes and fingers of the body. If we (a finger) look at another finger ego will tell us that we are separate. Being separate we may attack and cause pain to the other finger. Because the ego has us convinced we are separate, we do not feel the pain we inflict on the other finger. However, the body (all of humanity) feels the pain because the fingers are part of a whole.

 

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The ego, through convincing us that we are separate, tells us we must compete for what we have. Why? Because if we do not get it first, someone else will. However, Spirit will tell us that we are all connected. Like the body, we share the same blood. From the eyes of Spirit it is silly for one finger of the body to try to hoard the blood of the body. In its natural state the body (our physical body, or the body of humanity) has enough blood for all.

This is the ego's trick. By tricking us into believing that we are separate from other humans and creation, it causes us to hoard what we have. It causes to compete and fight for things. It causes us to over value the things we have, and to covet what others have. When we do this, we stop the natural flow of abundance. We may collect many things, the essence of abundance leaves them. They are no longer fulfilling to us and we constantly need more. It is a never-ending spiral down.

Spirit would tell us different. Spirit would tell us, when we have something we value, share it with others. Do this and what we share is returned to us ten fold. Why?Because we are tapping into the natural laws of creation which are based on the fact that we are all interconnected, part of a creater whole. By being inclusive instead of exclusive, we move into the natural universal flow of creation.

For more information on creating Abundance in Your life go to:
http://spiritspiritspirit.com/abundance/abundanceseries.htm

 

Love and Light,
Kris
 

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Guide Post: Universal Laws  

In life there are many things that demand our time and attention. Life brings us problems and challenges and one reason for this is so that we can find, practice and become a part of Universal Laws. One such law is the Universal Law that we must always make ourSelves our first priority. Since many of the Ask The Guide questions and the answers from the Guides revolve around this Law, we want to take a more in-depth look into this law.

Most people continue to struggle with life because they have either fallen prey to the illusion of life, making work, relationships or something else their first priority. On the flip side, there are those who make their egos their priorities in life, thinking that they deserve to have anything they like. In either case, our Authentic Selves are not the priority in life.

When we live an unbalanced life of priorities we are greatly challenged to see what is real and what is an illusion in life. This is when we misperceive that our lives would be better if those around us changed, wishing that our neighbor would be nicer or that our spouse would behave the way we want them to. This kind of thinking and feeling is mis-focused: we think that others need to change. Instead of focusing on ourSelves and seeing what we need to change in us, we blind ourselves to what is real by thinking that the illusion, which includes people in our lives and life circumstances, should be the ones to change. With our focus on others, or the illusion, we put ourselves outside of our Authentic Selves.

Once we begin to see more clearly that we need to focus on ourselves, we bring power and energy into ourSelves. Now we can begin to make positive shifts and changes in our lives. As we apply these changes we are applying the Universal Law by making our Authentic Selves the priority.

Change is not an easy thing for us, as humans, but it is an intricate part of every aspect of life. Everything changes every second, including us. We need to remain flexible and ever-changing, otherwise we stagnate. Stagnation is death, evidenced by the stagnation of any living thing on our planet that stops moving, breathing and living, as these all require change.

Make your Authentic Self your first priority. Be aware of what problems and challenges you are experiencing in your life, as these are seeking a change.  Apply these needed changes so that you are working with this Universal Law. As you do so, you come to know and embody the Universal Law yourself, connecting you more deeply with all that is.

Love and Light,
K2 (Kris & Kalyn)

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Unlock the Door
to Integrity - Choice is the Key

by Matthew Roethel    

I have been sitting tonight with my life, my spiritual path, and my lack of integrity.

I am recalling K2's (Kristopher & Kalyn Raphael) room in the hotel on the power journey (Sacred Frequencies Journey 2004).  During one of the sessions, we looked at being stuck on our paths.  As each person was called on in turn to share, the question always came around to what is keeping us from our higher self. The answer always came back to choice.

I have been choosing to live my life in fragments. Sometimes I am spiritual; sometimes I am ego.  Sometimes I listen to my inner guidance and align to that guidance, sometimes I listen to my parasite (ego) and live in my wounding.  I have been busy clearing garbage out of my life and creating a positive energy space for my bodies.  I have been busy living in my addictions, hole-filling.

Why?  Why do I choose to live part of my life in alignment and leave part of me behind?  When I was a child, I did not have a choice, I did not know any better, I was in the dream of the planet.  I know better now.  So why do I choose to stay broken into pieces?

I am recalling Thursday night on the Power Journey.  I was pacing in my room, feeling a lot of fear about the upcoming processes at Chichen Itza and actually thinking about checking out of the hotel and coming back to Nevada.  It was a fork in the road - the uncertainty continued through the night and into the morning.  Why didn't I leave?  I made a choice to live.

I got on the bus to Chichen Itza.  We did a courage process at the ball court; we did a "will" process at the statue of Chac Mool.  I can remember reaching a point where I made another choice - I made a choice that I was not going to go back to Nevada the same person I was when I left.  I made a choice that I was going to release my ego, and my false self.  I received the guidance and energy that I needed to do just that.  And I came home and have been taking actions that manifest that choice in my daily life.

Opening that new energetic window of probability, I have discovered a lot of wonderful stuff.  I also opened a window on more wounding and more opportunities for healing.  And I opened a window to feeling the pain of those wounds and going into spaces in my life that are not comfortable.  And I have been dealing with those opportunities by falling back into some old addictive behaviors - smoking and unhealthy eating among them.  Why would I choose to do that?

It is all part of the lesson of learning to live life.

Tonight, I am choosing again.  I have the intent to live a life in alignment with my Higher Self.  I have the courage I need to walk my spiritual path.  I have the will needed to manifest my intent.  All I need to do, all I ever need to do, is to choose.  What is my Highest truth?

Every time I have quit smoking in the past, I have hung on to things that I would need when I started again (how's that for manifesting intent!  )  I can be pretty creative with reasons - "Oh, I have to keep these ashtrays because they are souvenirs from Las Vegas hotels that have been torn down" - that's one example.  No more - it is not possible to be partially integral - "Oh, okay - I will be integrated, but only part of me!"  How ridiculous is that?

So the ashtrays are gone; I had a ceremonial shredding of about 6 packs of cigarettes, I ceremoniously dumped all the stuff into the big green metal crocodile that the sanitation company keeps here for me.  I choose to manifest integrity and healing without judgment for yesterday.  I do not smoke now, and it is always now.  Tomorrow never comes, so I don't need to worry about that.  Yesterday no longer exists, so I don't have to judge myself for that.

I choose a life of integrity.  I offer a prayer of gratitude for the energy of the collective that powers my choices.  Mitakuye oyasin.


Love and Light,
Matthew

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   The Toltec Mystery School is growing in order to be able to support more people on their spiritual paths. The School will be expanding to include an open forum for those who wish to work with School Guides and to meet and share their paths with others.

   Changes are already being implemented into the school, and many more changes will be coming soon:

  • This year the school has been growing and several of the students have advanced to become guides themselves!
  • We invite you to meet our School guides:
    • K2, Kris and Kalyn, the founders and Lead Guides for the Mystery School
    • Meet our Jaguar Guides, students chosen by K2 to lead new students in the Mastery of Awareness course
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Closing the Door
on Regret

by Makayla Sadamori    

There is a common theme in class on parents who have passed away and I want to contribute since this experience has been up for me lately too.

In life we get energetically connected, or corded, by energetic “cords” that link us to another’s energy--to those we are close with, especially to lovers, parents and children. At times being energetically corded is beneficial, as we share energy when we come together to go through life together in a marriage or as a family. At other times the energetic cording is detrimental to us because we connect in unhealthy ways, pulling and pushing on one another complicating life further and often hurting those we love.

I have been recapitulating (a Toltec technique in which we reclaim our energy) my father and I can see in how many previously invisible, unhealthy ways I am tied to him. As I shared in a student’s thread on the Toltec Mystery Forum, one of these ties is through regret. I never told my father I loved him and my affection was expressed in more "subtle" ways. It was not a clear affection either but mixed with other emotions. So now I have to work through the regret too. I don't want to have to go through the same thing with my mother so I will make sure I express to her, do all I want to do for her and not indulge in the belief that she or I will live forever.

Having dysfunctional energetic cording with my father, I want to stress how important I feel it is to be at peace with those closest to us. I am not saying that our relationships should always be loving only - they may not be that. But we should free ourselves from any attachments that are not serving us and it is easier to do that when the person is alive. We can actually DO that - act in physicality. When they drop their bodies, the actual doing and actions in life are finished and all that is left is energetic attachments and cording, which makes it much more difficult to resolve.

This is especially true with issues related to personal power. I urge anyone who is made to feel uncomfortable or put down by their families to look at this. This is your chance to heal and break free now. If we have to try to break free from these cords which bind us in life, keeping us “in our place”, we should try to do it while our families are still alive and before they transition out of their bodies. We can gather our will and confront whomever we need to confront to take back our own energy, an energy that, by Universal law is meant to come back to us. Once they have transitioned, dealing with this on an energetic level is so much harder.

I need to find my peace with all the people around me - husband, other relatives, friends - and express my love so I won't chew on regret again. It is a must, not only for me but for everyone. If I were you I would do more than my best to solve any issues that are present in your life now, while it is still easier to do so. It is important to bring correction when it is still possible to correct in physicality. Don’t hold back and postpone because of the belief there is always tomorrow. Use what is happening in your life now to show you what to work on so you won’t regret it when it turns into yesterday.


Love and Light,
Makayla

 

Fourth Corner


Always Do Your Best
by Kalyn B Raphael

Notice that this agreement is “Always Do Your Best”, not always be perfect. Don’t try to be perfect; don’t feel like you are supposed to be.
 
No human is perfect. This life is not about trying to become perfect. It is about healing, growing and evolving.

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Mastery of Awareness - AUDIO COURSE on CDs: An Alternative  
For those who are unable to work directly with a teacher or who just wish to supplement this work, Kris and Kalyn have created an alternative, the Mastery of Awareness Audio Course on CDs. The CDs include not only lessons, but also energetic, meditative processes, and also live commentary from Kris and Kalyn. You can listen to the CDs in your car (not the meditative processes please) or in the convenience of your home. 

TESTIMONIAL: Here are some testimonials. (Thank you Mel and Matthew!)

"Hi K2!
I love the Mastery of Awareness CD's!  Kris and Kalyn, your commentaries have really helped.  The lessons on tape put them in a different dimension for me (out of cyber space and into a voice)...one with more physical aspects.  I love your voices too.  Anyway, I listen to them in the car. . .so that makes me happy to spend that time in the car this way.
with Love and Light,
Mel"

"The CDs add a whole extra dimension. I like to learn by reading, and when I listen to Kris and Kalyn on the CDs, it takes me out of my pattern - which is what this is all about. I have also never had much success with meditation exercises that I read.  The guided exercises are a help to me, because I can release having to remember what I read and just listen to Kris.  Writing about it makes my left big toe tingle for some reason. Grin " ~Matthew
 

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